This, this love as some people may call it, is ripping me apart by the seams. I now know that waiting around, wondering and picking at every small word that he said is what is truly hurting me. It sickens me that I have reached the such a low level of emotion that I once thought I would never fall for. Perhaps I'm just a victim to this, but I shall no longer linger on a past love. It has gone on for far too long and my emotions are no longer stable enough to keep this act moving. Maybe, perhaps, if i had more time to spare for love, but I have none to give to anyone. If he would like to be in my life once again, then I'll leave that choice up to him, but from now I shall work on my future and how I will work on what i want it to be. If he doesn't, then his problem is no longer my command. What shall my life be like without love? It seems as a journey all in it's own that I am not ready to explore. Single seems far more entertaining to someone like myself.
So LoNg AnD fArEwElL,,,
Sasha生命
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