Decisions

I feel torn in half. It seems as though my heart has come to a fork in the road in which I'm not sure of a way to turn any longer. Should I take the long and rickety road by staying with all of this drama, or should I remove myself from this person and lose people I have learned to call my friends? It only take a grain of sand to wreck an entire castle, and years to repair it. But the irony of this is, it may take the same material to rebuild what was destroyed because of your own doings. The real question is; Will what I do be survivable for my kingdom, or will it crumble into the oceans like everything life may send to me in future conflicts? At this moment, I don't care which it may be. I have enough friends to fill in where that person left a gap of self-shame for myself. Will they stay in my life, I am not sure of yet. I am leaving it for them to decide and give them the rings to the lion's cage. At least, far a little while, that is. But if in the end we leave to other ends of the split road, I will not look back for anything. For I have given enough, and I shall hold no regrets and will hold no grudges. Life has me thinking: This trouble isn't worth it any longer.


TeArInG aT tHe SeAmS,,,

Sasha